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Megan
05 March 2030 @ 08:49 pm

Hi, everyone! Another user here on lj, go_chan2011, encouraged me to make an introduction post. I have been wanting to do a post welcoming people to my journal anyway, so I decided to combine it! Even though that’s the whole purpose of the biography in the user profile tab, I know people usually don’t look at that. =P

The first thing you have to know about me (this is vital for you to know before you become my friend! jk… sorta) is that, in case you haven’t already noticed, I am VERY TALKATIVE!!! I LOVE to get comments on my posts so I would REALLY appreciate it if you would try to do that every once in a while. It makes me feel like, “Wow, someone is actually reading my stuff!”. Also, expect many comments on your posts because I like to do that since I like receiving them. In general, I LOVE TALKING TO PEOPLE!!! I get super excited when I see I have messages! So, if you want to make me happy, leave lots of comments! :D But not if you don’t feel like talking to me because I WILL respond 99.9% of the time. Then again… if you don’t want to talk to me then WHY ARE YOU ADDING ME AS A FRIEND?! Just a thought... btw I tend to “chase rabbit trails” (like I think I just did lol). Oh, I also feel I should warn you… I can be VERY opinionated. So, I’m asking you in advance to please forgive me for all this! (I know you will ^^)

Ok, now I will sort of do a question and answer thingy-ma-hopper under the cut. I am making the questions myself, so I don’t know if it will be as informative as you would like it to be. If you have any questions you would like to ask me that I do not have covered in the post, feel free to leave a comment with your question, and I will both answer your question in a comment and edit the post adding your question (unless it is TOO personal. if it is, I will simply leave a comment letting you know that I would prefer not to answer the question. There are few that I won’t answer so don’t let me scare you from asking! Example of what NOT to ask: What city do you live in?)


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Under this cut, I have made an archive of all my fanwork! Please check it out and comment on it! I would really appreciate it! :D

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Current Location: bed
Current Mood: stressedstressed
Current Music: yamapi - moonlight
 
 
Megan
04 December 2015 @ 12:13 am

I don't even have the time or the drive to get into details.

My best friend left me.

My class is failing  (aka I'm a fail as a teacher).

Pretty sure this one guy I met online is just playing with me but I still like him anyway.

This other guy I met online is almost perfect and is like in love with me, but unfortunately I keep breaking his heart cause I just can't return his feelings.

Long story short, I'm a failing idiot at life :/

Mood: upset
Music: yamashita tomohisa - stand alone

 
 
Current Location: couch
 
 
Megan
19 November 2015 @ 01:35 pm

Well, so I finally downloaded the app! Dippy know what that means? More megan! Yay! Lol I'll be here more often (I hope!) with long boring stuff about my boring life. Lol jk

Sorta ;)

Ttfn! Ta ta for now!

P.S. aww I'm sad, the app doesn't have the mood and music to fill in

Mood: rushed
Music: fight song ( who is it by again?)

 
 
Current Location: kitchen
 
 
Megan
04 November 2015 @ 07:42 pm
So I'm not gonna say I'm back because with my luck I'll just disappear again. So hello everyone! Hope you're all doing better than me! I'm tired. Working so much and can't keep up with it sobs and some other things in my life. Like phone issues. Ugh!

Anyway, I'll go now haha idk what to post about so guess that's it! Bye Felicia!
 
 
Current Location: Couch
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
Current Music: Odd Squad Music
 
 
Megan
**YOU MUST WATCH/LISTEN TO THIS WHILE READING THIS POST NO EXCEPTIONS**


ITS THAT TIME GUYS!!!! THIS GIRL IS FINALLY GRADUATING COLLEGE!!! WOOOOOHOOOO!!!

I HAVE OFFICIALLY FINISHED FOUR YEARS OF STUDYING, READING, REPORTS, NOTE TAKING, ETC. AND AM NOW ON MY WAY TO REAL LIFE!!!

thats both good and bad, right? o.o good cause woohoo real life! and bad because... orz real life xDD am i even making any sense? haha oh well!!!

and i am already doing the job that i want to! the one that i studied to get a degree for! kinda.. i actually studied SECONDARY education, specifically english, but ended up teaching PRIMARY. haha its ok though, im not complaining! i love my job! and if they ever need a JH/HS teacher, im available in the mornings!!~ #soexcitedandscared

just a few days until graduation!! im done with school, but graduation is in four days. FOUR DAYS!!! IM SO NERVOUS GUYS I KEPT MESSING UP IN PRACTICE WHAT IF I MESS UP ON THE NIGHT OF?!?!?! :OOOOOOOOOOO WISH ME LUCK!!!

ill have to post stuff later of my TWO parties. thats right, my parents are throwing me two parties since im the first one on either side of the family to graduate college! thats crazy o.o and not entirely true.. my cousin graduated but my mom doesnt count it since i guess hes like not even using what hes doing or something? i forgot why but whatevs i get two parties out of it so IM NOT COMPLAINING OR QUESTIONING ANYTHING!!

my first parteh is gonna be awesome :3 youll see it laaaaaterrr~~~~~~ and i already got two grad gifts!!! or three kinda lol

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ok i think this post is long enough xD TTFN Ta Ta For Now!
 
 
Current Location: bed
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: pomp and circumstance
 
 
 
Megan
02 May 2015 @ 12:47 am
i dont even know what to say, and probably no one will know or understand what im talking about. but i have nowhere else to vent... and it hurts so much... it all hurts...  i just wish this pain could end!

you always said that you hatedliars,an d you became exactly wwhat you said you always hated. you became the exact person to met hat always hurt you!! the one you hated!! and now you say you hate me?! i devoted my last three years of life to you!! i gave you my all even if you couldnt see it!!!

IM SORRY if you dont think my jobs are important. but they arent excuses! im not too lazy to talk to you!!! i gave you time every single day of my life since the day i met you!! but going to school full time and working two part time jobs isnt enough for me to not be with you 24/7 apparently

i always did my best to understand you, even when you couldnt understand yourself. but you stopped thinking of me and trying to understand me. you became so selfish!!! youre whole life revolves around you and your illnesses. i love you to death but YOU DRIVE ME INSANE!!!

i hate being always wrong.. but it happens in every relationship.. i thought you were different, but i guess i was wrong...

ill never have that person who loves me unconditionally forever.. you only did for a year or two... a year and a half or so... then you stopped... it was all conditional... you said you loved me, but im not sure you did after you changed.... just remember, i never once lied to you.. i looked past yours...

all i ever wanted was your happiness... which is why im finally letting you walk away... even though its killing me... ive been sobbing for hours.. i dont knwo what else to do.. you became my life... i have nothing now...

you say i ruined your life? no.. your sickness ruined your life.. it just blames me..but now.. youve ruined mine.... and i still cant help but love you...

how is it one minute you can say that im so boring and you dont have any fun talking to me and then the next you say "thanks its been fun ". stop lying to me!! it only hurts more!!!

i dont know hwat else to sayanymore.. it hurts too much to think anymore... i want to hate you, but i can only hate what you did...
 
 
Current Location: lost
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
 
 
Megan
13 March 2015 @ 06:17 pm
woowee this girl is TIRED!!

i work to much hahahahahahaha

OH OH OH YOU GUYS DONT KNOW I GOT A JOB :D :D :D

like, a month ago i got a job!! YAAAAAAAAAY

but today i took a suuuuuuuper long nap and sure enough im STILL tired LOL

probably because i stay up late too rp-ing e.e (yes guys, im still into that!)

anyhoo~~~ going on vacation! SPRING BREAK YO! were gonna drive a bit up route 66 and go to the grand canyon. so now... I WANNA WATCH YAMAPI GOING UP ROUTE 66 IM TRYING TO DOWNLOAD IT SO I CAN WATCH IT ALONG MY TRIP AND GO PLACES HE WENT BECAUSE FASJDLLKAJSJDSAFL YAMAPIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII <3

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btw HAPPY EARLY PI DAY! XDDD pi as in 3.14 ok guys? hahahahahahaha
 
 
Current Location: living room
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: yamapi ft. taipi - next action
 
 
Megan
22 February 2015 @ 09:58 pm
HELLOOOOOO LJ!!


I LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIVE!!! XD

im gonna try to come on here more often!! so people, TALK TO ME AGAIN I MISS YOU ALL MY LOVES!!

and btw o.o this place has changed so much ill probably be a bit lost OTL
 
 
Current Location: my bed
Current Mood: tiredtired
 
 
Megan
when you're sad, i want you to be happy.

i want to make you happy.

i try to be happy to make you happy.

only, knowing you're sad makes me sad...

and being sad won't make you happy...

and then i read old stuff of yours that make me sad too...

i love you.

please don't be sad :(

I-hate-it-when-you-cry-so-please-smile
 
 
Current Location: bed
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: yamapi - sing for you
 
 
Megan
01 September 2013 @ 02:02 pm
so sorry we had a power outage on friday and the internet hasnt been working since even though all the power has been back OTL

ill answer my messages and  look at posts once i get it back!!

I MISS YOU ALL AND TALK TO YALL SOON!!
 
 
Current Location: friends room
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
Current Music: girls day - female president